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Am I mean person? I try not to be. I just have a low tolerance for certain bullshit. Can I be bitter ? Well , yes I can be that as well. And again I try not to be.



Do I actually have compassion ? Of course I do. But don't expect pity from me. As I don't want anyone to show me pity. I am beyond that. But do not for a minute think you can tell me I don't understand about pain and being sick.



Ya Chemo sucks, your hair fails out you are throwing up all the time. You have no energy to anything and you for days afterwards you feel like death. But then again I wouldn't know anything about that now would I ? After 3 years of treatments many failed attempts at what works and what doesn't. Days and nights of unbearable pain. Your hands hurting from having the iv's shoved into your hand for infusions weekly shots of other chemo drugs to attempt to slow down the process and still the body slowly falls apart. Organs failing from the amount of drugs your doctor has given you to try and resolve one thing just to give you another to treat the symptoms of the other drugs they have given you.



So ya that is what to expect, so don't you dare think I don't understand. Again with your always wondering if this or that is about you. You preach to e about friendships being ruined. Hmm have you taken a good long look in the mirror ? I mean geez, of course you had no hand in any of those cirrcumstances now did you ?



Do not message me, telling me your issues. I don't bother you, so leave me the hell alone.



If i was going to have any part in the christmas VR card list I would have posted it already. And I am not doing it this year. Simply because I can not afford it this year. There was no need to message me regarding it. But you always seem to find a reason to have to send me a message.



So let me make this clear. Leave me the hell alone, go cry to the people that can actually stand you. I am not one of them.

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Serenity
10:38 Nov 12 2011

-hugs tight tight tight-

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ladySnowStrixx
17:03 Nov 12 2011

Sniffles !! oh ok well if you say so ,I loves you but i'll be good. I,m always here for you sissy

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Some people are so uptight that even the jaws of life couldn't save them. Or their ego is so inflated that they really need a good prick...

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DragonReborn
10:42 Nov 02 2011

that is very cute..awwwwww..and yes the weekend isn't far away

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atyourwindow
12:51 Nov 02 2011

so how does a good prick help them become un-uptight? lol

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xxEmaeraldxx
18:15 Nov 06 2011

Giggles, i know one or two people like that tooooo

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